I’m free!

Back to post after 3 days. Though it not a really long time, but, I missed this place.

This few days, nothing much happened actually. Didn’t get to go out because of school. Boring.

Results are out.

Maths: 85/100 (A)

Physics: 45/100 (E)

Econs: 45/100(E)

GP: 60/100 (B4)

That’s is. After all the mugging for maths, I actually became the most improved student in my class. From D(55) to A(85).

Though that might seem insignificant to some, to me, it’s hardwork being paid off.

Lucky for me, manage to scrap an E for both econs and physics. Don’t need to have my parents come down to meet the Principal anymore. Hah.

For GP, My teacher said that I improved a lot too. But I think that is just Lady Luck on my side. Because I got to do a question that I am familiar with, Global Warming. I normally score fairly well for question on environment for P1.

It’s getting boring. Am blogging from the school library after completing my GP ws which I refused to do last night. Typical of me. Hah.

Missed the days when Chris and I will sit in the Prefects Room and chat about anything under the Sun. Missed the morning when I have to wait for Yuzzie at the bus stop to go to school together.Missed the days when the 3 of us go out together, for lunch or dinner or just shopping.

JC life is getting tough. Stress is written on everyone’s forehead. Upcoming Mid Year will be another hurdle between the big As and us. We can do it!

One last thing, we’re having our Grad Night at Swisshotel, The Stamford. Heh. Looking forward to it.

What a little Jog can do

Feel so good now, just finished a jog in the neighbourhood.

It really wonder me how I took so long to realise what a little jog can do,to me.

Though I only lasted 25 mins, it is a great accomplishment to me, a potato couch, a lazy bum who will refuse to leave her seat to go to the toilet unless the urge is too much to bear. Hah.

Didn’t think about anything for the 25 mins downstairs. Mind was blank. Perfect.

Wore his watch for the jog, for what purpose I do not know. Maybe just want to have the feeling of someone by my side. Or maybe, just to keep track of time. It’s just that simple.

Seeing beads of perspiration forming on my skin is so fascinating, to me at least.

First time that I took my own initiative to go for a jog, alone.

Reason for jogging? Nothing much except to train my stamina for the upcoming NAFA test, and to ease the guilt of missing PE this morning because I really wasn’t feeling too good.

Another small reason is to train. Train to make myself fitter, because I want to take part in basketball next year, when I go to my next institution for education. I want to continue my brother’s legend. I know it is a little too late to start on a sport, but I believe with determination, I can do it.

I might not, or never, be as good as my brother, but I just want to give it my best shot.

I can do it.

Mr Cute!

Saw my Mr Cute in action today! He’s super duper ultra shuai on court! Love him to bits. Too bad he’s old. 26. yucks.

Today, SAFSA won. 73-71 against Tagawa. Didn’t really know which team to root for. One is the team Bro used to play for, the other, his current team. After awhile, realised that, all it matters is that I am rooting for my BROTHER, not the team. Hah.

Home United lost to Eng Tat, 55-65. Quite surprised because they had never lost any game before. But not very surprise because my Mr Cute is playing for Eng Tat. Hah.

Enjoyed myself tremendously. Though I sat there for about 5 hours. Hah. Tired but fun.

That’s how I spent my Sunday, by the side of the basketball court, rooting for everyone I know. I know it may seems meaningless to some, but to me, it’s the most meaningful thing I have done for my brother, to support him by the side.

To some, I might not seem to be on a really good term with my brother, because we didn’t spend our childhood together. *story for another day*

But to me, he is my only brother, only sibling. I love him dearly and I hope he does so to me too. Regardless of all the quarrels, fights and stupid remarks, he is still my idol. In my heart, he is the best, no one can measure up to him.

Enough of all the mushy stuff, I’m going to bed soon, hopefully can dream of my Mr Cute. Heh. Good night.

Tagged!

I’m here to reply to Robin, because I got tagged by him.

Tagged -If you’ve been tagged, you are to come up with 7 qualities of your ideal perfect lover. – Do specify the gender.- Then, list down and Tag another 7 people on their pages.- If u’ve been tagged before, u need not do this again. Have Fun!

Ideal Perfect lover. That is tough. Because no one is Perfect. Hah. Ideal is easier. My list:

1) Humourous.

I’ve mood swings every single day. Need my special someone to cheer me up. He can’t just tell me to snap out of it, otherwise, what’s the point?

2) Able to juggle between family, friends and me.

I’m those kind of girls that need attention too. Family funstions? I can understand. Friends? I can understand that at times, you guys need some guys time too, just like us girls. But do try to bring me out with you to let me know your friends too. I’m not a disgrace to you, am I?

3) Treat me like a queen, nah too old, a PRINCESS!

I love guys who knows how to pamper a girl. Give me a surprise anyday and I promise to love you till the end of time. *I don’t mind a diamond ring from Tiffany and Co.

4) Able to communicate with me.

I’m such a goofy person. Need someone to accompany me on my crazy advanture to my Crazy world. Hah. I can’t stand guys who listen and listen and listen. Please listen and reply. Hah.

5) Good sense of orientation.

I’m a hopeless case. Can get lost practically everywhere. Someone please guide me?

6) Earning a stable income.

I’m a spendthrift. Need to earn enough to support me. Nah. Just earn enough to support self. I despise guys who take pocket money from their parents on one hand and spend it like no tomorrow on their little girlfriends. Cheapskate.

7) Loves me for who I am!

Of course! He must accept me for who I am. I’m not Kate Moss and never will be. I’m not J. Lo and never will be. I am Veronica! A wild advanturous girl who loves to try all things new and old, talkative, bubbly, ugly, fat, grumpy most of the time and lazy.Can you take it?

Any guy that think he is willing to take up the challenge and be my ideal perfect lover, please email me. If you think that your friend is up to the challenge too, please email me as well.

Ps. Looks do matter. Those who says that I am superficial, go date a toad.

Pps. I’m suppose to specify the gender, but I think that I’ve made it pretty clear that I’m into guys..

Ppps. The 7 people : Christina, Shi Ying and whoever that read my blog.

End of CT

Its OVER!! Bye Common Test!! Hello Shopping!!

Its officially over. At 9am. We finished our last paper, Physics paper 1 today.

I have to announce. I hate Cafe Cartel at BPP. Why? Because they do not serve breakfast menu on weekdays! Causing me and Geok Peng to make a wasted trip down after our paper today. Damn.

Met up with Zhuang after Geok Peng and I parted ways (on hungry stomachs) at Fajar for breakfast AFTER I managed to wake her up.

It was kind of cool. Everyone at the coffee shop was telling me that my Mum was there earlier to have her breakfast. Whatever. I can’t be bothered. Not when I’m hungry anyway.

Went over to her place to scan in the cute guy’s picture from the magazine. Heh.

Have not really know how to upload the pictures yet, so you guys will still have to be kept in suspense. Hah.

Went to the Community Center in front of my place on my way home. Signed up with the youth group. Unsure of what they do yet, but hopefully there will be cute guys. Dad says, cute guys are normally too busy for such stuff. The guy whom I spoke to was kind of cute, but old. 33 years old. Yuck.

Went to the Salvation Army Family Store with parents. Way below my expectations. No branded bags, or clothes. Nothing that interest me at all. Nothing.

Went Ikea. Got myself a red wastepaper basket. A gigantic photoframe. Heh. Now I have all the excuse in the whole to be a camwhore. Hah.

Rotting my life away now. Thinking of what to buy tomorrow on my shopping trip with my beloved cousin cum sister, Shi Ying. Hasn’t been out with her for goodness knows how long. This will be a fantastic chance for us to do some catching up.

I guess, I’ll continue figuring how to host the pictures here for now. Ciao.

Ps: I’m pretending that I’m not tag by Robin for the game yet. Heh.

I love WEDNESDAYS!

Yeah! It’s my beloved Wednesday again! Heh.

It represents mid-week, Ladies’ Night (though I have not start clubbing yet), shortest school day and the slackiest day in the whole week!

Well, today’s got no paper so I’m officially rotting and doing nothing at home(again).

Actually, not really rot and do nothing. It’s rot and do SOMETHING.

I’ve watched a mid-day movie at 12, Sons of Mistletoe, or something to that extent. It’s good. You guys should watch it.

I’ve planned my Friday. Going to the Salvation Army (serious?) Family Store to shop after my paper with Zhuang. Going for prata with her at night after she finishes work. Might be going out with my God-Bro in the afternoon.

I’ve planned my dinner for tonight. Instant noodles.

I’ve just finished confirming that I’m going out on April’s Fool. With that girl. No less.

That’s a long list of items I’ve done.

Feel so important. I’m NEEDED to make so many decisions. Hah.

Back to why I love Wednesdays.

It’s because, I SIMPLY LOVE IT!

Hah. I’m lovin’ it!

ps: I’m offered a 2nd hand N7610 for $280. But I think I’m not taking up the offer because I’ve decided to get a camera. Anyone got any ideas where to get cheap ones? Email me.

ByeBye Essays

Heh. Just finished conquering my Econs essay. Though it was mostly crap that I wrote during the 1.5 hours time stipulated, who cares? IT’S OVER!

Fever acted up again last night. After Bro’s match. So I whined about wanting to go home. Daddy said next weekend (this Sunday) don’t want to bring me there. Meanie.

It’s not my fault that I’m sick.

They lost the game. By only 5 points. Could have won. But the stupid coach anyhow change players, caused them the game. Nevermind, still got 7 more games, I have trust in them.

My new idol is No. 1, Ah Liang. I don’t know his full name, but the coach calls him Ah Liang. Heh. He’s super cute.

Resting at home now. Maybe read up on my physics later. But feel very lethargic at the moment.

Ps: Saw an interview in the magazine for a cute guy whom I always see on court. So cute!

Tired

Woke up at 8.45, because mum wants me to take my medicine. I can hear you guys snickering away. “So old already still need mum to ask you to take medicine”

Whatever. I can’t be bothered. So what if I’m the baby of the family? You’re just jealous.

Slept at 230am last night, or is it this morning. Super tired. Don’t know why I can’t get back to sleep. Must be the heat. Can’t on the aircon because I’ll feel cold! Contradicting again. But it’s true! I slept with a windbreaker and a pair of socks and I covered myself in the blanket, but I still feel cold thus woke up to off the aircon in the middle of the night. Stupid me.

I sent him an email yesterday. Guess the purpose is to tell him everything, and let myself get over him. I told him in the mail that I will not contact him anymore. People says: Still can be friends though not lovers, I beg to differ.

I don’t believe in that saying. Have never kept in contact with any of my ex.

Just as well, things aren’t the same anymore. I’m a strong girl now, as in emotionally, I’m looking forward to the greener pastures out there.

Mr Right, I’m coming! Heh.

A little conversation with a friend

A: 你这个小气鬼!

Me: 我不是小气鬼!

Me: 你才是小气鬼!

Me: 我是大气鬼!

Sick

Sick. On a perfectly fine Saturday afternoon. When I’m suppose to be studying for my Physics Common Test. This is Great.

Smsed the wrong person just now. Wanted to sms Zhuang, but ended sms-ing him. No idea why. Thought I had already erased him from my memory. Or so. I thought.

He gave me a reply, which sounded foreign : Are you okay.

Of course I am. Still alive and kicking and updating my blog, aren’t I.

Stupid throat is killing me, headache driving me insane, can’t concentrate on studying. Perfect. When I had wasted my last 2 days rotting, thinking to myself that I will dedicate the whole of Saturday to my books, this had to happen.

Is it retribution? For screwing up some people’s life?

Or is it just not my month?

Break up is tough, I had to admit, but there are good things too, like the passing of my BTT and feeling confident about my Maths paper.

Well, enough walloping in self-pity, shall return to my books cum notes, to prepare for my much dreaded Physics.

Oh yah, didn’t managed to get Bro to bring me to Devil’s last night, because he looked like he was preparing to go dating, and he said he hasn’t got money. Contradicting isn’t it. Oh well, who cares? Carrin did ask me out for a drink, but I didn’t feel like going to some ulu place so didn’t meet up.

Till I get better (I hope), ciaos.

Gd morning.

Zhuang lost her phone the other day. Hasn’t been able to contact her since. Totally due to the reason that she is always not home when i call. Stupid. Wanted to find someone to have breakfast with is so tough. Everyone seems busy. Except me, because I’m suppose to study. But I’m not. that’s where the problem lies.

Managed to put up the links. Figured out how to post photos, but hasn’t got any nice ones though. Ha. Was planning to psyhco Bro to bring me to Devil’s last night. Unsuccessful because he said he’s tired. Crap. Most probably going out on fridae, if, I succeed. Heh.

我不知道为何最近我一直没有心情做东西.
心情有那么一点点不好.
没关系, 我一定会熬过去的.

加油!

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